Lonely world

my shoe..

2009-06-25T07:52:00.000-07:00

i got a very big suprise in the early morning today.. u know what, i say for the suprise? suckss... my leather shoe missing.. and i am frustated with it.. who the hell on earth wan to steal a shoe? and the thief is really good at stealing.. choose brand somemore.. another leather shoe beside my shoe he dun wan to steal.. WTF.. who the hell on earth wan a 2nd shoe? arghh.. no going to blog much today.. cya ppl..

2009-06-17T11:19:00.000-07:00

nothing to blog today also.. wake up at 10.45 a.m class at 11.. lol.. i always late to the class.. but there's always someone who is more late.. haha.. my life going to be miserable next week la.. every class is 8 in morning.. and my house is going to be so empty.. everyone going for their term break.. but i think is ok la.. i still can survive..
oh ya, i am going back to JB ppl.. so nice la.. i feel so long time never go back edi.. but whenever i am at JB i am so busy.. so i decide to delay my come back time.. this week i think more busy, i going to singapore to visit my mum lo.. finally after so long worried.. wish me good luck ppl.. good nite everyone.. bonnenuit..

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2009-06-15T07:58:00.000-07:00

Happy 21st Birthday Tai Ming!!@

Althought so much things happened to us, but i still wish u the best, and i hope u really do well in ur future.. take care always~ best wishes.. happy 21st!!

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Curry Chicken!!
yesterday feel like eating curry chicken, so i decide to try cook this for the very first time. haha.. the color look nice right? it's actually very la.. for me la.. i dunno the rest of the ppl eat already feel what.. haha..
this is how the funny things happen.. after i finish cook i leave for a while, waiting for the rest of ppl to eat.. but they come a bit late so i re-heated the curry.. u guy know what? after few min i smell burn la.. -.-" luckily i found out early la.. otherwise have to go eat outside edi.. lol..

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seee... my car is old edi.. haha..

he gone thru so much with me.. hope he can spend his 100000 big day with me.. lol..

jia you la~

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well.. 3 more days than the house in kl going to be so empty & quiet.. everyone is going back for their term holiday except me.. sad la.. anyone who read and if u guys saw me online next week, please ask me study.. my exam coming soon.. wish me survive.. nite everyone..

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2009-06-13T12:27:00.000-07:00

i think it has been some time since my last blog.. i've actually keep telling myself that i should blog more often, but the more i say, the less i blog..maybe because nothing much special happen recently.. but anyway, i feel like talking to my ownself today.. lol.. heard to much things happened recently from JB & singapore.. most about my family.. makes me feel so touch..
this is how it goes, my mum & dad quarrel the day before they wanna celeb my birthday, it's a very serious fight. i dunno really wish announce it online what has happened, but trust me guy, its quite serious.. they almost divorce,that the part that touch me the most.. for me, my mum is the greatest mum in the world, just because to makes me feel happy on my birthday, they decide to treat themselve cruel, they have actually never talk to each other for the whole month, but when they celeb my birthday, they had to talk. Just to makes me feel happy.. i found out after the actual date on my birthday, it's actually a week after the early celebration.. they makes me feel touch, on the same time after i know what had happened, it makes me feel sad too.. for such a long time i never had so much feeling.. after i came to kl, i keep telling myself, i wanted to have a new life.. not everyone had a second chance.. and since i deserve it, i don't wan to screw it up again.. for everything, mummy, i wanna thanks u for doing so much even have really dissappoint u before this... all i wanna say, thanks for the chances that u had given so much.. i promise this time i'll do the best for myself.. and trust me, u r going to have so much good life later.. love eu always..

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went to genting last week la.. decide to go at 1200 midnight.. haha.. did really plan much, is just i say that, cum, lets go to genting.. lol.. but the happy part is i can go into the casino even with the guard check my ic.. omg, i remember the last few month i try to sneak in, the female guard tell me, come in after ur birthday, i try to say that i am 21 but she keep say that i can only go in after birthday.. so i got no choice.. but this time diff la, i went into the casino with karen, but she was checked by the guard, but i purposely walk here and there waiting for her, the guard also never want to look at my face la.. ii feel like walk to the guard and say, "sir, can u please check my ic?".. lol.. but i know it's so silly to say that.. before i went in, i collected RM50 from each of my friend. all together of us is 5 person, so it's RM250, this is what i tell them, i will only play 1 hand with the money.. (actually not collect la, i just ask from them but the problem is everyone of them give it to me.. haha) so after i went in, i decide to play big & small... haha.. that's how we play, each of us give 1 number 1 - 10, i give num 5, and karen say number 8 so it's = 13.. that karen tell me 13 is small.. but she say if she play she sure put big.. but i think fun is better than win. so in the end we also bet on small.. who know we so lucky.. like that also can win.. haha.. but i didn't finish up the bet la, i only use RM30 from each of our money.. so is like we win RM30 each person.. when i back into the room, i told them that we win.. most of them is like so happy la.. i also feel so happy la.. went to genting so sudden, also can win money, after win can eat KFC for free la.. like that also can.. lol.. i can only thanks uncle lim for being so kind.. haha..

oh ya, i didn't post the last week birthday girl picture la.. but i did wish her la.. someone who always will i remember no matter what.. Happy Birthday my Best friend.. (Karen)
something i want to tell u here, if i am still of ur best friend, or maybe ex-bestfriend, maybe u will read this post.. haha.. i know thing going hard for us since i first came to KL, but i wan u to know that no matter what, u'll still my best friend always, someone who never despise me, a person who with the truth heart to make friend with me, a person who never look down on me for my past, and u r a best friend who share happy and sad with me.. since the day i meet u guys, i really started to changed, u guys gave me a new hope, which what a life i have now.. i know u must feel very pissed for our friendship now, but trust me, nothing had ever changed.. u r always the gal that unreasonable i know, the gal with a bad temper, but u r also the bestfriend i had.. all i wanna say, thank you so much for being such a real friend.. even thou i always say u r what what what, but trust me, i am glad that u happened to be in my life.. thank you.. remember the thing i send u b4? ( If i am writing a story book, i wish that u'll be in the whole story book, not only in the part of the chapter.) i meant it.. anyway, Happy birthday again.. Missess..

Omg.. i can't find any else picture la.. haha..

My 21st Birthday in Advance!

2009-05-25T07:49:00.001-07:00

The biggest suprise of the month and day!
my mum they all do this cake !
although is only the decoration la.. but i am still so touch.. if i can i will sacrifice few of my tear for the cake..IT'S NICE RIGHT ?!!haha.. but wondering who'll name their son or younger brother skinny pig?

I am a grown up soon!!! haha..

does anyone wanna be a grown up?

Lol~

Wow.. My dream 21st birthday gift ppl.. this is what i always wanted since i was very young..

than i like keep telling mum about this edi..

although i know she will buy but i still very happy that i receive it.

A sweetest kiss for my mum..

She is always the best la..

Love u Mummy~

Take a look at my sister & sister-in-law.. from the picture u can see that they smiling so sweet.. know why? cause i am in the middle la.. they were so happy to see me la..

my mum and dad.. haha.. he smile like me la..
cannot see the eyes when smiling.. lol.

CHEERS! We r not drinking shandy la.. lol~
finally i got to drink after 3 week studying..
i hardly drink at kl because of my budget la.. but nvm! good 4 health also.. dad hardly drink beer with us but he suddenly got mood than we order few more bottle.. lol..

Wondering..

2009-04-25T21:27:00.001-07:00

it's sunday in the morning.. the sun is bright, the weather is good.. not too hot, not too cold.. recently i wake up so early, maybe because i get used to it already.. always try not to late for my class? and i always late for few minute.. sigh..
Yesterday nite went to station 1 at pj, the ambience is totall different from jb 1.. is much more nice, cool, and not noisy, not to say more class la. haha.. cause i tot all is the same 1? lol.. everything is nice until we were there.. haha.. we drop the whole cup of ice coffee.. the funny thing is my laptop is thirsthy too.. it drank a little bit.. than we change the seat.. i think the waiter there think we r very troublesome huh? lol.. cause i feel i am troublesome.. after that, karen they all come.. after a few minute they arrive, i went to asia cafe to play dota, haha.. long time didn't win game edi la.. finally i win with glory yesterday. haha..

2009-04-25T05:42:00.000-07:00

Look at my latest wallpaper.. haha.. not gonna change it until i get something nicer... shir look cool in the picture right? ahaha.. :p

sleeping beauty..

2009-04-21T19:12:00.001-07:00

TAKE A LOOK AT MY TYRE!!

puncture again la!.. sigh.. its the 2nd time of this week la.. so unlucky la.. i wonder is because ppl live here like to throw nail at the roadside or i am just being unlucky.. lol.. the 1st time puncture i took more than half n hour to change the tyre.. 2nd time i think is only less than 15 minute.. lol..

when i bring my car go to the workshop, he only take less than 5 min to do everything.. haha..

well ppl.. here come the sleeping beauty.. haha.. this is what my classmate name me after the 1st time i sleep in the class.. but there is not class la.. the lecturer haven't come so i take a short nap.. lol.. when they show me the picture i laugh like dunnoa what.. when i sleep i also so stylish 1 la.. lol..

it's quite a busy week la.. actually i have plenty of assignment on hand edi.. but haven't start a single 1 also.. lol.. i am so lazy la..

i guess what normally ppl do is rush in the last minute right?

i think no diff for me also.. haha..

Skating

2009-04-21T18:57:00.000-07:00

sorry.. shir, keep u waiting huh? haha.. like u only 1 who ask me y never blog.. kinda lazy la..

last week went to skating with my housemate..

i am not good at this la.. i fell down like twice.. -.-"

but everyone fell down during the first time right?

i pose like sh*t la.. haha..

This is all my housemate..
the top in the middle 1 is funny guy la..
he always make me laugh like what.. lol..

This is the little girl i know when i first come to kl i think..
she is so damn small and thin la.. thin until i think i can break her body anytime.. lol..

haha.. i look so funny in this picture la..

the girl beside me is my cousin.. lol..

she is proud she never fell la.. haha..

but the picture look blur blur 1.. maybe i drop until blur blur le..

4th day~

2009-04-08T22:03:00.000-07:00

Yesterday was a very creepy day of my life.. After my dinner i went home, as usual i playing msn, sms, reading all this.. about 10++ suddenly cousin they all say got ppl jump floor next block where i am live.. scary right? but my housemate jio us go see the body.. biao mei didn't go, she scare to see la.. so in the end only left all the boy go. when we arrive the body has been move. so lucky we didn't see anything la.. haha.. but we saw the blood and that time the guard there was washing.. after that we went back lo..

Now the funny thing happen la, someone online trying to trade show of his penis to one of the girl in the house, so funny when we all see.. the guys keep telling he's 21cm.. lol.. we all like laughing for so long time la.. haha..

Happy Birthday!!!

thanks to her yesterday we can listen to one of the housemate play guitar and sing. we sang her birthday song while the guitar guy playing. after that he play the song jian dan ai.. so cool la.. i want to learn also.. sure can charm to death a lot of girl la.. but i am not that talented la.. Anyway, happy birthday tiny girl! wish u the best~

2009-04-07T22:50:00.001-07:00

today is the second day of orientation, everything go easy, cause morning 2 hour & afternoon 3 hour only.. not like yesterday. haha.. after so many days here i haven't found any room yet.. so sad la.. lucky still got place to sleep.. cousin haven't chase me out.. lol.. but soon i think i move to the living room la.. wait my dearest mum think something to decorate the living room to become my room.. haha.. today saw a very funny lecturer, his name is adrian blah blah blah.. he is so damn funny.. haha.. talking about the taylor college moving thing.. last few batch student going to graduate edi, so they got no chance to go new campus.. they ask the lecturer how, he gave them 2 idea.. 1 choice is, stay and continue degree here, they the student ask what is the 2nd choice, he answer fail the exam can got experience the new campus for 1 sem.. haha.. so funny la.. the student all say siao ah.. lol.. i can stop laughing after he say la.. the lect like got abit girlish 1, the way he talk his hand move like girl la.. k la.. i gotta go for lunch now and back to orientation.. cya ~

Orientation Day..

2009-04-07T01:49:00.000-07:00

today is my first day in college life la.. turn out wasn't the one i magine.. haha.. maybe normally ppl come in a group of friend or maybe at least one accompany? today got english test somemore la.. i didn't manage to finish the last part la, is the essay part. the topic is agree or disagree online study or what de la.. i take so long to think when i finish starting writing left 5 minute edi.. so only write 1 paragraph.. but i saw something so funny. the guy sitting beside me essay is so interesting.. he write smth like : (i don't know either i agree or disagree on with online study blah blah blah..) than i keep laughing until the time up. lol. so sad.. i realise my mind or brain get rust edi.. i've to work 2 time harder than anyone here la.. lol..
today is so lonely day la.. i feel so alone doing anything, lucky cousin got accompany me during she is free.. and my best friend got sms me most of the time.. make me feel better..
today i didn't late to the orientation, thanks to my best friend.. gtg.. cya ppl~

New Life..

2009-04-07T01:42:00.001-07:00

Came to kl for 3 days edi. I told myself before i come, i won't be sad after i leave.. but the hardest part is i miss everything there.. my family, my bed, my life, and the thing i miss the most i guess i my friend, my best friend now.. i know she miss me so much too... and i know i can't turn myself back.. if i want to grow up, i had to leave that place. I am sorry if i leave too much thing there.. but i can't help, and i am sorry if i hurt u..

Chee Jie 21st edi..

2009-03-24T23:42:00.000-07:00

went to cabana at 21st Mar to celeb Chee Jie 21st bday.. haha..
it's was quite fun all our friend hanging out around,
kwang yik & kelvin didn't manage to come la. but i guess the bless him too..
just before he cut his bday cake than he get drunk la.. so funny, after a few moment he cut the cake than he vomit all over the places la.. the table n and the floor.. i think he's too drunk to find that place is disgust la.. haha.. Happy 21th Buddy~

3 years later...

2009-03-20T04:16:00.000-07:00

It was the 1st blog after 3 year i neva blog.. feel kinda of weird.. i dont know where to start, and i dont know where to end..
There's so much thing i wanna talk about, but i actually no one to talk to.. blogging is my last choice i guess..
Well, time really flies. i remember the last post i post is on 21 of feb..
Another week i am going to KL to cont my study, i've been wait for this 2 year since i come back to work for my family. i gonna miss this place so much.. althought i really don't like being here.. i living with no hope, no motive. i know i need something more.. Something more than this..